Thursday, May 19, 2011

Lost my way

Hope there is a life map that i can find it in any bookstores.
Hope there is navigation that can lead me when I'm lost.

I'm working very hard and trying my best.
But no one sees my hard work.

I'M LOST!

I can't find my way out from this life without happiness.

University's life isn't as easy as i thought.
It's hard to mix up with everyone in my class.
Maybe I'm not social enough.
Maybe being racist is the cause.
We all have different backgrounds.
Their interest doesn't seems to be same as mine.

Whenever i have problem, I don't have the courage to ask them.
Imagining they will just give me a "cold eye" and ignore me.
So sad!!!

Guys,
I really hope i can mix up well with all of you! Sincerely!



Only all of you can lead me to the right path in Swinburne!


Tuesday, April 5, 2011

One day

WHAT IF?!?!

What if one day i say you'll no longer see me anymore?
What if one day i say I couldn't survive even one day more in this Earth?
What if I say I'm leaving all of you in this world?

Will there be anyone who will stop me from doing something stupid?
Will there be anyone tells me he/ she needs me?
Will there be anyone beg me and ask me to stay?
Will there be anyone hug me and say please dont leave me alone?

I hope there is someone send me a message and tells me,
"Girl, stay strong. I'll never let u off."

Will there be someone who will make me a page after my "leave"?
Will there be someone say "Kim, I miss you"?
Will there be someone tells me "Dear, I hope you're beside me right now!"
Will there be someone tells me "I will give you anything you want if u come back to my side?"

Or maybe someone make a sweet song specially for me?
I'll be very extremely happy for that.
Maybe even feel regret why am I leaving?

For those who makes me think of leaving.
I hope there will be a hero helps me to take revenge.

VANISH? LEAVING? DISSAPEAR? 
I would like to have a try~ 

Friday, March 25, 2011

不稀罕

请不要把我对你的好当理所当然
请不要把我对你的在乎当作每天的必需品

你不是我的谁
我没必要对你好
也没必要帮你妈照顾你!!!

不要以为我忍第一次就会让你第二次
我是人啊!!! 

我会生气也会伤心!!!

每天给你这样耍也是会疯的!!!

受够了! 
你可以不要一直捣乱我的生活吗?

欠扁的家伙!!!
我真的一点都不稀罕有你这样的朋友!!!



烂! 逊! 贱! 孬!

Monday, March 21, 2011

我与她们


19.3.2011

好久没聚在一起的疯癫癫家族
终于今天有机会重逢了

以前在班上疯疯癫癫的
现在毕业了
大家各奔东、西
要疯的机会也越来越少

"妈妈" 问过我,
想不想她们?
那是我说一点都不会想。
事后觉得自己很笨,
干嘛不说真心话?

明明就很想。
明明就想要一起出去玩。
明明就很怀念一起去唱K的日子。

我干嘛要说谎?
我自己也不知道。

那天好开心。
因为好久没聚在一起
虽然以后会更少
但至少在一起时我会很珍惜


Thursday, March 17, 2011

To: The one I dislike

If u're clever enough,
You should know that I'm mentioning you.

I really hate you and dislike you damn much!
No matter what I did the next day u'll copy.
What the heck are you doing?!

If u really likes me or adore me,
there wont be a need to copy me too.
If u like my style,
then thanks first. 
But no need to act and do everything i did.
Those acts u did make me feel you're so damn annoying!
You're such a disgusting creature!

When u know i like what,
u'll spread out and say u like it too.
This makes other feels that is I'm the one copying u.
When i do an activity, 
you'll also do it the next day.
When i written a new article on my blog,
you'll also write a new article on your blog.
When I dint write anything,
then your blog also wont have any new articles.
When i wrote my article with certain language,
you'll use the same language as me.

Then can i ask you something?
If I'm going to die,
are you with me?
Wanna follow me?
Dare to follow me?

WHAT THE HELL!!!
Can you please leave my world?
I don't need this kinda friend.
Not only leaving my world.
I also want you to leave the peoples around me.
You already disturbed me and my life.
Please don't bother the others too!!!

If copying the other's style is your hobby,
you didn't look nicer, prettier, more attractive than before.
Cause you're just copying other people's style!
They have their own style and attitude that suits them.
But their style are not suitable for you!

Every time people gossip about you,
(they are saying the truth)
you only know how to act pity.
Maybe someone out there will care about you.
But that person won't be me!
What a useless and annoying jerk you are!

Remind you once more,
PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
STOP COPYING MY THINGS AND SPYING ME!!!

Thank you for your cooperation.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Festival! Here i come~


 Park Shin Hye & Jung Yong Hwa 

They are so perfectly matched but sad that they can't be match together in "You're Beautiful".

But guess what?! They have the chance to be the main characters in "Festival".
A new korean music drama that will be on air on after Midas on June22.

Oh gosh! After saw the description about "Festival", I knew it'll be a nice and popular drama of 2011.

From what i knew, this drama was set at an art university,
a youth romance drama depicts the sweat and tears of students who run towards their dreams of love and friendship.

More interesting, prince Yong-Hwa will be playing a role of cold and handsome band vocalist.
(I think he's not playing a role, he's just acting out his life. Handsome. And he really is a band vocalist of CN Blue)

Meanwhile, my favourite Korean girl, Park Shin Hye will plays the role of a bright girl and a highly skilled gayageum player.
She knows well in Korean traditional musical instrument. So cool!!

Heard that they will not just playing guitar, piano and singing. They will also dance^^ 
So glad to heard that. 

Can't wait for the drama to set to the air.
"Festival"! I'll be waiting for you~ =)

Shin Hye & Yong Hwa, Hwaiting!!! 


Sunday, March 6, 2011

赞 赞 赞

 Everything is gonna be alright


 有时候坚强并不是什么好事情
    因为有些人会认为你坚强
    所以伤害你问题不大
    于是一再伤害你



 有时候
    当我说“我很好”的时候
    其实我希望有个人能看穿我的眼睛
    紧紧地抱着我说:
    “我知道你并不好”



 不是每一次努力都会有收获
   但是每一次收获都必须努力
   这是一个不公平的不可逆转的命题



 我可以装傻, 但别以为我真傻


 没有人有耐心听你讲完自己的故事
   因为每个人都有自己的话要说
   没有人喜欢听你抱怨生活
   因为每个人都有自己的痛苦



 我们都在怀念过去, 过去再也回不去

 你是我猜不到的不知所措, 我是你想不到的无关痛痒 


ღ 总会有一次流泪, 让我们瞬间长大


 如果你不能应付我最差的一面, 那么你也不值得拥有我最好的一面


 在这个世界上, 最容易让人哭出来的三个字就是——“不要哭”


 生命太短
   没留时间给我们每日带着遗憾醒来
   所以去爱那些对你好的人
   忘掉那些不知珍惜你的人



 生活总是让我们遍体鳞伤
   但到后来
   那些受伤的地方
   一定会变成我们最强壮的地方

 我不害怕明天, 因为我经历过昨天, 又热爱今天 

 因为爱面子
   很少在别人面前自毁形象
   也或许是因为没遇到
   那个可以让我放心地无肆忌惮的人吧


 太阳大概是永远都不会看到向日葵的背影的吧!

 总有一天要勇敢长大
   抬头看着刺目的阳光
   合上书页忘记美好的童话


 不熟悉的人觉得我很文静, 熟悉点的朋友则会觉得我很开朗
   只有我最好的朋友知道, 其实我就是一疯子 :)

 我的精神分裂治好了, 现在我和我过得都很好

 我很好
   不吵不闹不炫耀
   不要委屈不要嘲笑
   也不需要别人知道


 与其祈求生活平淡点, 还不如祈求自己强大点

 在你想要放弃一切的那一刻, 想想为什么当初坚持走到了这里

ღ 知道为什么你很难快乐吗? 因为你很难放下那些令你悲伤的事情。

 不要着急。最好的总会在不经意的时候出现。

 人需要点脾气, 才能活出志气

 如果你喜欢的人
   不喜欢你
   那么就算全世界的人都喜欢你
   还是会觉得很孤单吧


 其实大家都是普通人
   都挺善良的
   也都傻 怕寂寞
   有的时候耍一些小聪明
   都希望别人对自己好一点
   可是又懒得付出


 不管去哪
   不管什么天气
   永远带上你自己的小太阳


 我总是害怕
   有一天你会发现
   我没你想的那么好


 永远不要向任何人解释你自己
   因为喜欢你的人不需要
   而不喜欢你的人不会相信


 所谓长大
   就是把原本看重的东西看轻一点
   原本看轻的东西看重一点


 如果那天小丑哭了, 你也会不会觉得他是在搞笑

 有时候觉得自己与这个世界格格不入
   但又不得不承认是如此合拍
   究竟是谁迁就了谁